lovers who uncover...

We can pull a map out detailing the direct route

Young ones grow anxious to proclaim their advances to the fray

If we don't wake up and the truth never comes up

You will never have our old lane, you will never have a right of way

lovers who uncover

where do all the lovers meet with one another?

In an effort to uncover what has happened in the silent days?

Despite ones on the corner, dream of something warmer

A semblance of our old ways, what has happened to our handmade days?

surfacing

Hey Friends,

I mentioned my water fast for 10 days...

it lasted 2.5 days.

but that's okay cause I went back to fresh raw juice

so fruit and vegetable juice + water

I'm doing just fine :)

I love you all to the moon and back

uncover

just got to get lost making art

and pass the time away.

horoscope 10/25/10

"Going with the flow may not necessarily appeal to you today, Pisces. This is one time when you may want to be the fish swimming upstream while the school heads downstream. Feel free to go your own way regardless of what others have to say about it. You may get pressured by your loved ones to act a certain way or go somewhere special. Don't do these things just to please them. Do what pleases you."

hmm, crazy because I am going to try a 10 day water fast starting TODAY!

I am a little nervous, but I got to face that fear of being nervous, right.

so here it goes.

cleaning out my body.

cleaning out my mind.

cleaning out my psyche.

thoughts keeping us awake

you can't just talk the talk

you got to walk the walk.

parabolas

hokay so...

I need to upgrade my math.

(thumbs up to online summer school! fuck yeah!)

now to remember how to use the graphing calculator...

this is what I've been doing for the last hour...

(.)(.)

(º.º)

(º)_(-)

^-^

º-^

8==D

making boobs and then writing boobies on the calculator (5319009 upside down)

-EDIT-

so another hour just went by and I still couldn't figure my damn calculator.

MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE A SCIENTIFIC CALCULATOR NOT A GRAPHING CALCULATOR!

dumbass.

sandwiches are beautiful, sandwiches are fine

DARIA

I FORGOT ABOUT THIS FUCKING SHOW!

I USED TO LOVE IT!

Hustle Rose

If you're looking for something life-like
Hit a sardine nightclub
If every surface you touch is cold
Never go home
He says, "I can't feel a thing, my dreams are so tight
Why wouldn't I stand in line tonight?"

aaaaah!

I don't know what the fuck I am doing!

I am all signed up for University.

But I really don't know what I am doing!!!!

People keep asking what am I going to do with me my degree...

I don't fucking know!

fuck fuck fuck!

and I am registered for courses I didn't sign up for.

and all this "do it yourself and sign up on online" crap is confusing.

sleepyhead

like stars burning holes right through the dark

flicking fire like saltwater to my eyes

you were one inch from the edge of this bed

I dragged you back a sleepyhead

sleepyhead

but it's not what keeps us together

awwe I am going to miss you!

my favourite, have a blast!

and bring me home a baby.

see you at the end of summer.

desert eyes from you

We can't

I still can

Stop now

Remember what you did.
Your eyes filled

We've got

Discomfort

To slow down

Bare foot in a public washroom.

Spill on me your nostalgia
And cataracts...
That fell
Behind self-conscious eyes.

Warm water made

Please just give me back my heart

This hurt so good

Well it's been too long

Through ivory rain

And I will burn no more

And cutthroat soap box derby racers

Oh god. Hurt so fucking good.

Little girls pointing and laughing.

Pointing and laughing.

Pointing and laughing.

I want you to ruin me.

Please just give me back my heart

Ruin me.

Well it's been too long

I. Want. You. To... ruin me.

And I will burn no more

Tired of all these lies

I. Want you. To ruin me.

And elsewhere eyes of yours

Ruin me.

So I will scream

I want you to...

And dream of what's to come

Ruin me.

"Little Girls Pointing and Laughing"

by Alexisonfire

barefoot in a public washroom

I just need a friend right now.

but this house is cold and empty.

so I'll crawl into bed.

and stay awhile.

I started a fire

"Hey Mr. Fire, where do you go when you're lonely?"

#268

horoscope 10/06/10

"You might find yourself a bit unfocused and confused about which way to go, Pisces. The baffled look on your face isn't helping anyone else figure out how to help you. Don't feel obliged to remain in an unhealthy situation. It may be time to let go and break some ties to things that no longer work for you. Feel good about extricating yourself from old habits that no longer serve you"

...

holy crap.

I NEVER KNOW

yesss

i loves bb's!

my heart just melted.